The Lord is to be feared, even when you do something evil, He still forgives you, again.
I really messed up. And then I really messed up some more. Something told me I should turn back, but I didn’t. Instead, I pressed on and went on for gold. I had one more decision to make. Do I do it, or do I just not do it?
As tough as it was, I made a Godly decision. I boldly said no to temptation, and the temptation left.

Praise to God for the Holy Spirit. Without the Helper that God sent, I would not be blogging. I would have been out clubbing at the dodgiest of establishments and doing unheard of things.
Yes, I’m outgoing, but I have fear that is holding me back. If it is not fear, then it is something that is not from God. In grade one, I would just do things. Then a close friend of mine said something, something that would shape the rest of my life.

I was rejected by my best friend. Even though I changed schools, I didn’t want to experience that same feeling of rejection. I kept to myself, especially round boys. Girls, on the other hand, were my best friends. They always understood me. They hardly if ever judged me..except for those tom-boys.
My support was from girls, though I didn’t see it that way. I didn’t get along with boys too easily.

I went to an all-boys high school. What happened? I grew a shell and isolated myself from potentially great friendships. In high school, I started to dwell in evil and by the end of matric, I was already in knee-deep. Praise God. I stayed in knee-deep until I made the effort to seek God within all this mess.

It has been almost 9 months since I last took part in something evil. Tonight, if it were not for the Holy Spirit, I would have taken part in a ‘clean’ evil!
Praise God! I heard and listened to the Holy Spirit.

I will now retire to bed.

SMiLE