Re-define the human need

Did you know that I am eating a tablet?!? Yes, it's a chocolate pill - but it is a lil far tooooo sweet to be considered chocolate. ie..90% sugar and 10% kokao, but it doesnt affect my spelling which is shocking!!

 

I am not anorexic. If I were anorexic I would not be thinking of wanting more muscles..I would be thinking that I was fat!

I have a problem. I dont do much when I'm hungry... ie.. I dont go looking for food.

 

The human body in my view, gets rather depressed without food and eventually when you're being negative, you go look for food cuz you'd rather look for food than die of starvation.

 

Yes, I admit it - if you dont make me eat, I will not eat.. Unless I recall the way I last felt when I had no food in me and I go eat in retaliation.

 

[[oh, and dont dehydrate..or u will also loose interest in your surroundings!!]]

 

Lets say you need 90 chomps everyday for food...

Breakfast is normally 50 chomps, Lunch 25 and Supper 15. This is what it should be, but for the last months I have done something like this:

B10 L15 S20 :>

B03 L10 S20 :P

B00 L05 S20 :)

B00 L22 S13 :[

B15 L05 S00 :/

B00 L01 S00 :x

B30 L45 S15 :]

etc. etc. etc.

 

So WHAT am I getting at???

Well, in the above, I lost food and it affected my mood --- and I have just proooved that with a TV on behind me, I loose concentration..

 

damn TV

 

Am I LOST? Yup!

And my title?

Pray to God about it!!