Time.....

It is amazing what time can do to a person. Last night, I didnt see a clock while I installed ubuntu. Nor did I notice, once it was running, that the clock is moved to the top of the screen. I have no idea why I installed ubuntu..as I already use SUSE!? When I got bored of ubuntu (poweruser unfriendly), I booted into SUSE and got a huge shock. It was after 1 in the morning. I shutdown and retired to bed. I even tried to blog, but I managed to push the red key on my phone..closing the application and gritting my teeth?! In the morning, I decided to do some gardening. It took me the whole day to prepare an area to receive some ferns. And before it got too dark, I vacuumed the pool. Blah Blah. I tried watching a movie, but got up when I disagreed with the content. I jammed on the keyboard, played with my MBR, booted into 3 OS’s and jammed some more cuz I got bored of a silly computer. Cant wait to open my eyes again.. SMiLE

Surprise

Hmmm I was thinking.. I downloaded music and that was only about 300MB. I’ve been on facebook and image sites.. So that must have used up a chunk of cap? It is still raining. The power went off and I had to figure out HOW to lock the garage after I pulled the manual-override wire.
I was hungry, so I opened the cupboard and found some yummy stuff called something like Squirel.. On the way home, I bought some! I’m starting to get cold.. And i wanna sleep… WaVe

I was, I’m gonna be ‘hardcore’…

The Lord is to be feared, even when you do something evil, He still forgives you, again.
I really messed up. And then I really messed up some more. Something told me I should turn back, but I didn’t. Instead, I pressed on and went on for gold. I had one more decision to make. Do I do it, or do I just not do it?
As tough as it was, I made a Godly decision. I boldly said no to temptation, and the temptation left.

Praise to God for the Holy Spirit. Without the Helper that God sent, I would not be blogging. I would have been out clubbing at the dodgiest of establishments and doing unheard of things.
Yes, I’m outgoing, but I have fear that is holding me back. If it is not fear, then it is something that is not from God. In grade one, I would just do things. Then a close friend of mine said something, something that would shape the rest of my life.

I was rejected by my best friend. Even though I changed schools, I didn’t want to experience that same feeling of rejection. I kept to myself, especially round boys. Girls, on the other hand, were my best friends. They always understood me. They hardly if ever judged me..except for those tom-boys.
My support was from girls, though I didn’t see it that way. I didn’t get along with boys too easily.

I went to an all-boys high school. What happened? I grew a shell and isolated myself from potentially great friendships. In high school, I started to dwell in evil and by the end of matric, I was already in knee-deep. Praise God. I stayed in knee-deep until I made the effort to seek God within all this mess.

It has been almost 9 months since I last took part in something evil. Tonight, if it were not for the Holy Spirit, I would have taken part in a ‘clean’ evil!
Praise God! I heard and listened to the Holy Spirit.

I will now retire to bed.

SMiLE

I think I’m back..

yes, I think I’m back

Last week and the previous weeks, I was struggling with evil.
1 Thessalonians 5 taught me to not even think of the tiniest of evils. I’m still getting bothered by the odd evil thought.

I have decided that I’ll reduce the amount of time I spend on the internet and only use it for my studies and pleasure. By pleasure, I mean this blog and perhaps an odd visit to faceBook, if it still exists.

I’ve got a slogan to share that I got from SUIS, but I’ve put it on my favourite cap - I love fabric liners -

Live on the God side of life

And that’s what I’m gonna do…………